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Resistance during the process of deliberate creation comes in many forms, a common form of which is the anticipation of rejection from your environment. To continually project a negative environment out before you and then live and express your moments in relationship to that projection is to continually expect rejection to be what meets you at every turn. A negative environment is one in which you anticipate denial of your desires, wants, and/or needs from the world. The root of it is a premise that says your environment, the world, the universe cannot or will not give you your desire, cannot or will not meet your needs, cannot or will not fulfill your wants, cannot or will not support you in the ways you desire to be supported. In short, it is a belief in an unresponsive Universe.
It’s a premise that says you live in an unsupportive universe, you live in an unsupportive world, you live and have your being in an environment that will resist or deny supporting you in your fulfilment, one that will not respond to you in the way you need and desire. The master construct or filter here is something like “my needs, my wants, my desires will not be met” or “my world, my environment, my universe will not respond to or support my needs, wants, desires” – it is a master construct used in various relationship contexts from relationships to others, your relationship to your workplace, your city, your country and so on.
The psychology of this is something you can look at within yourself. You firstly extend this image of an unsupportive or unresponsive environment before yourself – you project this negative or hostile or unfriendly or inattentive environment, and then you live in reaction to it. You mentally put a static image or a set of static images negating your desired outcome, your fulfilment, your satisfaction in front of yourself. You project conversations, scenes and scenarios of a negating quality or of an emotional tone that says “I can’t have this and this is why”. This “I can’t have this” resonance can be framed in a variety of ways from “they won’t let me have this” to “I’m not good enough to have this” to “it is not going to work out for me to have this” to “it’s not fair for me to have this when other’s don’t” and a myriad of other versions that all accomplish one thing – they negate your desired fulfilment, they negate your ability to have and experience your preferred outcome.
You then try to negotiate with this projected negative environment. You try to fight with it, reason with it, make your case to it, all from an energy of “you won’t support me, I have to work really hard for you to support me, I have to convince you to support me”. The first thing that you do here though is what you want to pay attention to – you first mentally construct and project an environment that is incapable of giving you what you need and want. In your split focus, which is what this way of orienting yourself to your world is, you argue against what you really want – you argue for all the ways in which you can’t have what you desire easily, effortlessly, beautifully, cooperatively.
When you perceive yourself in this relationship, when you see yourself as living in a world that is unsupportive or unresponsive and then relate to that world through this lens, you can’t help but exclude and forget all the ways in which life is continually and endlessly making your existence effortless. You perceive a world that takes effort, force, striving, struggling, battling, negotiating, bartering, and the like. You move yourself into victim and competitive consciousness which is a denser and slower spinning field of perception than the frequency of your core wholeness. You move through your world as though it is happening to you within the constraints you’ve mentally constructed.
Engage with yourself and ask: Do I recognize that this is a static picture I’m putting in front of me? Am I taking ownership of the picture I’m painting and the story I’m painting in my own mind? Can I see the emotional tone I’m perpetuating here?
What must you be doing instead? Create, install, and enlarge a static image of a consistently responsive and supportive Universe all around you. Let this be what you project out from yourself if you need to project anything. Assume that the Universe can and will respond to your every need in remarkable ways. Let yourself operate from a master construct that actually holds you up in the loving embrace of Creation. You are loved. You are supported, and the Universe is always and immediately lovingly responding to your every need, wish, whim, want, and fancy.
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